It seems pretty dumb now, but I use to practice oral sex on things before doing it for real.īananas, bottles, my fingers. It is different in Australia, teenagers don't have cars and that sort of thing like they do in the USA when you are that age. I was still living at home and so was my boyfriend at the time. I was 18 by the time I had my first oral sex. I am 24 now but I was pretty slow when it came to any sort of sexual activity. The first time it happened was an accident.
He said something about low self-esteem and that sort of thing, but it didn't make a great deal of sense to me at the time. I have spoken to my psychiatrist about it, but he didn't really say why he thought it happened. I don't know why it happens, it just does.
